Mallards For Us is honest with herself:
I’ve had enough. Two days of drinking. None of which I enjoyed. Alone, dark, dreary, desperate, hopeless drinking. I’m not sure if I was trying to prove something to myself, I have no idea what exactly went wrong. I do know, however, that I have a lot more to learn, and most likely many more people to meet that will help me on this journey.
Yeah, I think a number of us can easily relate to her situation. Or are perhaps right there, right now. I’m grateful we take this one day at a time. Maybe your one day could be this day.